If You Are Not the One…

If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
Well make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don’t want to run away but I cant take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife …… ?

I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
Well make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I cant take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
cause I love you, whether its wrong or right
And though I cant be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

I don’t want to run away but I cant take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

Love,

Mr. S

Dream Big Dreams

Walaupun kita tahu kita tak layak,
Walaupun kita tahu kita tak hebat,

Cubalah! Usahalah!

A few years of glory is waaay better than a lifetime of misery,
Living and later regretting that, kita “mungkin” boleh berjaya jika kita cuba.

Go for that dream jobs,
Go for that dream careers,
Go for that dream girls,
Go for that dream degrees,
Go for that dream travel,
GO FOR THAT SCARY DECISION.

GO!

The worst can happen, we can fail. Even if we fail we can be satisfied and we can say:

“I Have Had My Moment!”

I have no regret cause I already know how it feel, living my own dream.

Don’t be afraid.

The 1st Time I Met Her Parents

Everybody feels a little bit anxious during “Meet the Parents” session. We did not know what to expect and were afraid that if the family don’t really like us.

When I first met Ms. H parents, our relationship is not at it best actually. I went to Ms. H home as a surprise, even Ms. H didn’t know I will come. And I am relieved that her family accept me well. I planned my visit to coincide with lunch and I ate with his father.

The food are simple but tasty, just like what I always have at home. We can feel the mother love in the food. :) The dishes are a simple “Ayam Masak Merah” (or is it Sambal Ayam?) and taugeh with Ikan Masin. If Ms. H is not there, I will help myself with the 2nd and 3rd servings. :p

During the visit, I brought “Jambu Batu” (Guava) as buah tangan which I bought at Tapah R&R. I planned to buy Jambu Madu, (Ms.H fav) but apparently its not in season yet.

I felt very welcomed and at home there, and if not for Ms. H angry stare, I definitely will stay longer and come more often! :)

Love,

Mr. S

Cinta Sejati Bukan Hanya Ketika Kita Diperlukan

A lot of people thinks that when that special someone doesn’t love you anymore, you should move on with your life.

I beg to differ.

Yes, if your loved one has did something that offend you and there is no possibility of reconcialiation at all, then you are well advised to move on.

However, if you don’t know what happened and suddenly your relationship is going through storm, you should be man enough to stay the course.

Listen to what other people has to say, but take it with a pinch of salt. Commit to seek the truth.

And never ever punish your loved one for something you yourself does not understand.

Love,

Mr. S

p/s: To understand is easy, just ask your loved one, he or she should be able to explain with no problem if he or she is really sure what he or she wants or feels . But if that doesn’t help or he or she is confused too, you should be stronger and try to save the ship. Even if you are alone (at first).

I Wrote This in an Email to Ms. H, During the First Month of Our Relationship

Dedicated to ALL beautiful people out there, think hard, think thoroughly.

” Many people go from one thing to another searching for happiness…But with each new venture, they find themselves more confused…and less happy untill they discover that what they are searching for is inside themselves…and what will make them happy is sharing their real selves with the one they love…”

Love,

Mr. S